| Quiz time! |
[04 Feb 2004|09:44pm] |
Here's a quiz for everyone to read! Yay! I took it from Sam. Thankies Sam!
[Current Clothes ] Pink sweater,
[ Current Mood ] Lonely/hyper. Odd mix, eh?
[ Current Music] None
[ Current Taste ] Cheese
[ Current Make-up] Honey brown liquid eye stuff with mascara...blush....foundation...
[ Current Hair ] Straight and flipped out. ^_^
[ Current Annoyance) Idiots that drive through McDonald's during an ice storm.
[ Current Smell ] My perfume
[ Current thing I ought to be doing] Reading
[ Current Desktop Picture] A field with lotsa stars and close up planets.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Krice-a-core if you're talking about drawings.
[ Current Favorite Group ] Evanescence
[ Current Book you're reading] The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
[ Current CD in CD Player] Frank Sinatra, La Clarinette Francais aaaaand...a mix I did.
[ Current DVD in player] None..or probably LoTR II
[ Current Color Of Toenails] Pink!!!
[ Current Refreshment ] Water
[ Current Worry ] Driving in snow
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] I think it was Darrell
[ You Talked to ] Daddy
[ You Instant messaged ] Samantha
[ You Yelled At] Nick
[ You Kissed] Josh- no...it was Matt.
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] Chicken
[ Drink ] Orange or Apple Juice
[ Color ] Red
[ Album ] Fallen
[ Shoes ] My VANS...or my slip on Sketchers. Those are cute.
[ Candy ] Yumm...chocolate for sure! But to narrow it down- Reese's Peanut Butter Cups. Those are my life food!
[ Animal ] My kitty Kitty!
[ TV Show ] Friends
[ Movie ] I guess- Peter Pan
[ Dance ] My funky chicken dance =)
[ Song ] Canon in D Minor
[ Vegetable ] Peas
[ Fruit ] Strawberries
[ Cartoon ] =^_^= Doug...anyone remember that one?
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Sure, why not?
[ Open-minded ] Yes
[ Arrogant ] Pfft...me? Naw....
[ Insecure ] Nope
[ Interesting ] Of course!
[ Random ] When I'm lost and just walk into random places...
[ Hungry ] I've given up on being hungry a long time ago.
[ Friendly ] Always!
[ Smart ] When I want to be.
[ Moody ] Once a month
[ Childish ] It's better than being an old fart.
[ Independent ] Sure
[ Hard working ] When I set my mind to it, yes.
[ Organized ] At first- then things get crazy.
[ Emotionally Stable ] Yes
[ Shy ] Sorta...
[ Bored Easily ] Unfortunately so
[ Messy ] Just look at my room...~_~
[ Thirsty ] Dehydrated! ^____^
[ Responsible ] Yes
[ Obsessed ] With chocolate only!
[ Angry ] Not now but I do get angry.
[ Sad ] Sometimes
[ Happy ] Pretty much all the time.
[ Hyper ] Always!
[ Trusting ] Too trusting...
[ Talkative ] Er....yeah....*blush*
[ Legal ] Uh- in a perfect world?
[ Original ] Aren't we all?
[ Different ] Answer to original
[ Unique ] Yeah
[ Ignored ] Sometimes
[ Reliable ] All the times- unless I'm dead...er...or die....
[ Optimistic ] Too much so
[ Deep thinker ] In english class and when I'm driving.
[ Self-disciplined ] Yeah.
[ Sleepy ] Nope
[ Lonely ] ...very much so...
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] Amanda. She knows who she is.....~_~
[ Slap ] Amanda
[ Get Really Wasted With ] Melissa!
[ Get High With ] Brent...but I'd never get high!
[ Tickle ] Barrett, cause he tickles me
[ Look Like ] Melissa and I already look like sisters.
[ Talk To Offline ] Zach
[ Talk To Online ] My friends
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| Music Days |
[18 Jan 2004|05:28pm] |
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Our orchestra held its concert today at the theatre today. I forogt how small the back is on stage. But of course, I had enough percussion equipment to fill up the whole entire stage. Our concert went pretty good. A few guessed tempo changes on some songs but all around my timpanis stayed in tune and I didn't trip over a single thing! Ha! I only tripped after the concert. Which was embarrassing.
One of my friends in the orchestra has agreed to give me FREE cello lessons! I am so excited! All I have to do is find a cello. Perhaps I shall make one....But once I have learned the cello I can say I can play a string instrument, a woodwind instrument, percussion, and...a saxophone instrument. Tenor sax really doesn't count for anything. All I need now is a brass and I'm all set up to be a band director when I get out of college. But first I need to make it out of high school.
Speaking of high school. I hate it. It's so boring I want to scream. I'm trying to refrain from skipping half the week. I mean, who wouldn't? Sometimes I really hate routine. Especially when it is as boring as high school. I can't wait until my music districts start picking up this spring. At least that gives me something to focus on. But after high school.....
College. My brother loves it. He constantly teases me about still having to go. Ugh. It's only a year away. I can hold out for a year...surely? I wonder what I should major in college. All the orchestra members think I should major in music. I don't know if I should or not. I mean, I know I can play several hundred different instruments in due time...but....do I want to major in something like that? I'm thinking of computer sciences. But my brother is a computer science major. I'm sick of doing what he does. I mean, heck, we almost have the same friends save for my crazy ones and we work at the same place. How sad is that? Well...it's great that my brother and I have such a close relationship. I don't know what I'm going to do when he leaves for Arizona. That's going to really mess me up. Oh well...we all need to grow up sometime.
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| Summer afternoons |
[15 Jan 2004|04:22pm] |
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I woke up Tuesday morning, tired as usual but feeling...different. I couldn't quite place it until I stepped outside. It was unusually warm for a Jan. morning but, hey, whatever. I went to school like normal, played some music in band, did terms in History class, worksheets in math, (more trig functions) took pictures in internet class, slept in French, slept in English, and took notes in Cultrals class. Pretty normal but I was still feeling odd. During all of my classes though, and the warm weather seeping in through the windows at school, I fell deep into thought. I had begun to think about the past. About previous friends, fights, and Florida. I remember a time when I used to live in Florida, when going to the beach wasn't a treat, but something that you did everyday in the summer. I remember my old friends from there and how we used to own the neighborhood. Riding our bikes around the block and playing in the woods. We used to make up ghost stories, build forts, form little groups and play laser tag. That was before I turned 11. That was before I moved. I never realized you could hold regrets from something so long ago and when you were so young. But I guess, not saying something that has been held close to your heart for many years will begin to grow on you. =) All I have to say is, if you really like someone, even if you're a young kid, or old person, you still need to tell them how you feel about them before it's too late. Before you move and loose all contact with them. I know I'll never find that person again, and if I do, it'll never be the same. Perhaps he won't recognize me or vice-versa. I just wish I could've told him how I felt as I was cleaning out my desk, glanced up, and stared into his dark brown eyes. I guess I was trying to smother these feelings from myself so I wouldn't see them clearly and get hurt. I don't know what was running through my mind. I do know though, that as I told him I was moving, hurt and pain crossed his face. I should have told him.
I had one chance though.
I blew it.
I came back during Spring Break to visit my old town and school. He was there. I looked into the classroom door, he glanced up, screamed my name...oh....I can never forget the look of joy on his face. He had this huge smile and he was just...so happy. I had to leave though. I couldn't impose on the teacher any longer, it wasn't my class anymore. I walked with him out to gym class, stood on my old blacktop and greeted my old friends. I was so happy to be home. But, I wasn't really home. I had to leave, I just...forced a smile on my face and yelled out a joyful goodbye. My only chance was gone. His smiling face will never leave my head. It'll forever be burned there as a mental reminder to always tell someone how you feel about them before it is too late.
I guess this warm weather reminds me of those days I used to live in Florida. It also reminds me of one of my biggest regrets. I don't have many, so the list is limited. I'm still trying to figure out why it still bothers me. I was only what, in 5th grade? I could understand it though if I was older. Much older. But...I don't know.
I guess I should end my little flashback sequence. Sorry it wasn't as....usual as usual. Heh. =) Just had to get that off my chest...although it'll never leave me no matter how many times I talk about it.
I just wish I could see him again.
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| Time flies |
[13 Jan 2004|02:46pm] |
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It's been a while since I have updated last. I am sorry about that. I've barely had enough time to get on here and properly write out anything. I'd end up getting interrupted with another task or I've been so busy with something else, this lj never crosses my mind. I'll tell you about my days though. Another long entry it looks like. =)
Friday
Friday was a lot of fun. I went to school which was another normal, busy day. After school though, I had work. Work was very interesting. My friends, Sara and Biscuit (Robert), put on headsets and we pretty much goofed off all night. We hardly got anything done. Our manager wasn't too pleased but hey, we still did our required work. After work, I just went on home and played video games with my brother until like 1 in the morning.
Saturday
Ok! This was the most fun day of the whole weekend! First off, I woke up and played video games. =) That's always a plus. Then Melissa called me and I decided to get ready and head over to her house. Once I got there, her sister Michelle, her, and I all went out for lunch at the local cafe. After that, we went around town to...guess what...THRIFT SHOPS! That was like the first time I ever actually went in to buy something and not drop off clothing! I was so proud of myself. I even bought something! This old army jacket. Sara and Kristine soon met up with us at one shop and, silly Sara, left her lights on and her battery died. Earlier that morning she flooded her car. Heh heh. Poor Sara. So, while Melissa, Matt (Mel's boyfriend. He saw her car and decided to visit us) and Sara were all arguing about the car, Kristine handed me some Twizzlers and we sat in the backseat of Sara's car just munching away. Why bother helping when you could eat? Yum! =)
Well, they finally got Sara's car jumped and we drove around town for a while before heading back to Melissa's house. We hung out there for while Sara ran home to grab her sleepy time stuff. After Sara came back, we all piled in my car and headed out to my house. Again, my friends were totally amazed and baffled by the many arcadish type games we have in our basement. Kristine took back her Kingdom Hearts game. I feel so...empty. Well, I packed my sleepy time stuff and once again, we piled into my car and headed towards, you guessed it...WAL-MART!!!! The center of our little town. Not really the center..but....everyone goes there. We raced around Wal-Mart, grabbing stuff for fudge and chocolate candies. Kristine and I scolded the girls for going into the Valentine's Day aisle. Our motto is, "Love is evil." We finally dragged ourselves out of Wal-Mart and went over and got some pizzas, took them home and pigged out while playing Truth or Dare Jenga. We got many polariods regarding that game. Speaking of that....we must hide them. =) It was a lot of fun. Just a bunch of hyper seventeen year old girls running around.
Once we ran out of film, Kristine and Sara went to Wal-Mart yet again going to get more. Melissa and I just set up the air matress and read some magazines, waiting for them to get back. They got back, realized they grabbed the wrong film, and pouted. We tried playing the game again, but it wasn't the same. So we made fudge, talked, and did makeovers. We all looked so pretty. It was like....around 2 in the morning when we decided we should go cruising around town. So we went down Porter (the local cruising road) and cruised Sonic's. Everything was closed. No one was on the roads save a cop. We went to Wal-Mart again, heh heh...and ran around everywhere, bothering the employees. We tried taking the bikes to ride around them, because earlier that day we saw this little girl doing it, so we figured, "Hey, why not?" ~_~ Obviously, we didn't get far so we settled on turning on all the toys and pressing the buttons to make them sing at the same time. Muahahaha. We finally left at like...3 in the morning, collapsed into bed, and woke up not far after for breakfast.
Sunday
We were soooo tired Sunday. I, personally, was all screwed up. When I don't get much sleep, I get grumpy and....really weird. I had to go to work, so I pulled on my uniform and worked for two hours. I was so out of it, and work wasn't busy at all they just sent me home early. I was thankful for that. After getting home, I played some video games then tried, tried soooo hard to work on my research paper. I couldn't think straight and had an awful headache that I just gave up and went to bed.
Monday
School again. I was tired. Still out of it. Seems like sleep really doesn't like me when I neglect it. Day went just about as usual. I found Melissa after school and we went to Wal-Mart together. (We can't get away, eh?) I went and bought my mom her birthday present. I made her an angel food cake, which, might I add, turned out pretty good. ^__^ After all that, I worked on my research paper, finally completing it..YAY! Played on the computer then went and did my trig. homework. Then I read. Then woke up. Hah!
Tuesday
School. I was late so I was running out of the house throwing my clothes on. My little clock is off because of the weather. It's like Jan. 13 yet it's 50ish degrees out. Too warm. Although, I like warmth. But still....it messes me up. So I turned on country music (I always listen to country music when it's warm out for some reason) and hurried off to school. Today in band, my band teacher said I looked wasted. Heh....thank you....~_~; I was just out of it. Lunch today was kinda tense. Sara said something rude to Melissa. Kristine and I just stared at each other. But, it's all good. They worked it out. I fell asleep in English class and when I woke up, the girl next to me practically yelled, "Glad to see you up, sleeping beauty!" Nerf...~_~ I just put my head down and went back to my nap. After school, I jumped in my car and sped off to home where my daddy was! ^_^ I haven't seen him in like a week! My parents have decided they are taking a cruise to Mexico once Nick and I get back into school next year. Hnf. I begged and pleaded with them to take me along. No dice. =( They said they'll take us camping when they go to the Black Hills this summer. *whines* I wanna go to Barbados thoooough! Agh! It's not fair! =) I'll just stow-away in their luggage. Tee hee.
Well, that was pretty much it. I've got orchestra practice tonight so I hope to come back to COMMENTS on my lj. Otherwise I'll...cry...=( I don't write these for the pleasure of writing.I write them for comments. COMMENT! =) Bye bye everyone!
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| My three days |
[08 Jan 2004|05:42pm] |
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Sorry I have not updated lately. A lot can happen in the course of three days. I'll try and break it up for you so you do not get confused.
Day One- Tuesday
I woke up at 7:30 and didn't have time to drink my coffee...so I was kinda cranky. I went to school and first hour went just about any other first hour day could go. I went to history, saw Kristine and she wasn't happy. Today was the day that marked her cousin's death. It's very complicated and I won't go into detail. Her cousin died 5 years ago when he was fifteen in a car accident. So, she was pretty down about that and I tried my best to cheer her up. Which always works. =) I went to geometry...ick...enough said about that class. Lunch was fun. I got my bum slapped. Inside joke between this boy and I. My internet class though....rawr....let's just say I hate javascript with a purple passion. If it wasn't so neat I'd say, "Damn it to hell!" French was fun. We've had the same sub. all week. We just...watch movies and make crossword puzzles in french. English...this is where it gets sticky.
Here's how it goes:
My friend Sam is dating my other friend DA. (thats not his real name but we all call him DA) So, Sam and I were sitting in the library talking about books and DA came into subject. We talked a bit about him...then Sam got a little...weird. She told me that whenever she asks DA about work, all that comes out of his mouth is me. (not literally, folks) Ya see, DA and I work together and I flirt with him all the time. Because, he's my friend and it's harmless. Well, Sam told me that he's obsessed with me and that she doesn't appreciate her boyfriend constantly talk about another girl. In lamen's terms, she pretty much said if I ever talked to her man again she'd cast a spell on me. (she's Wiccan) Well, I got pretty mad about that. DA's been my friend longer then her. I mean, for crying out loud, she cheated on him twice! Not very faithful if you ask me. She got really mad at me, and I didn't much appreciate that. I tried talking to her but she snubs me. That hoochie.
After english class, I went to my newspaper class, which, by the way, I am dropping out to go into World Cultures. The gossip just...ugh...how can these people think they are better than anyone? Awful....So after school let out, I ran into Sara and we went to the local coffee shop for my mocha cappy and her hot chocolate. We sat and talked for a while and then decided to hang out at her house. That was a lot of fun. Her room is so gorgeous! =) We went out for supper then headed on to my house, which we picked out prom dresses and decided what color looks best on us. Then we left and I had to go to orchestra practice. Another eventful happening of the night.
At orchestra practice, I wheeled out my timpanis, bass drum, chimes, bells, cymbals, and whatever else I play on our twenty songs. I was just going along, tuning my timpanis when....dun dun dun...cocky brass players showed up. They were so rotten to me! They were telling me how to tune my own timpanis! Is there not something wrong with that? The nerve of that bitchy french horn player. I should've thrown my sticks at her. But anyway, we got to one piece where I'm featured on the bass drum, and one part goes into a fast 5/4 time. Now, 5/4 time is complicated in its ownself, but when you have a huge ass bass drum to bang on going ONE two three FOUR five ONE etc etc...with the proper accents and trying to keep up with the director who, I swear, lost her mind, it gets pretty damn tough. Not to mention the stupid thing kept trying to roll from me. The thing is twice as big as me. ~_~ Well, my high school band got done with their pep band gig and came in and David. P walked up to me, (orchestra was taking a break) and we were talking. We were just joking around, at least, I thought we were and he said that he checks me out. And, me, being the goofy, naive girl replied with, "Yeah...everyone checks me out..I'm so sexy." He...obviously...well...ugh...he said, "No, I really do check you out. Hey, do you wanna go out?" What kind of pick-up line is that?!!? Honestly! I freaked, told him he was too young..but it doesn't stop there! Nooo! He just wouldn't take that as a final answer. He would not stop asking me the same question for the last three days! But, I'll get to that later. That pretty much ended the first day
The Second Day-Wednesday
I got my coffee this morning!!! It was wonderful! I went to school bouncy, happy, and full of love! Band was great, concert music all the way! History was ok..except...guess who joined my class? Yep, DA. I was shocked and a bit...well...upset. How am I not supposed to talk to one of my friends if I have the same class with him? The desks are now positioned so we stare straight at the people on the opposite side of the room. I'm staring straight at DA. I kept apologzing to him when I finally went over to talk. I thought I had gotten him into trouble with Sam. He said that I didn't but....Sam's actions prove otherwise. At lunch, I told my friends about my DA problems and Sara told me that he has this huge crush on me. I was like, nooo! He has a girlfriend. I immediately felt awful. I mean, DA knows all we are are just friends. Did I take it too far by flirting? Surely guys are not that dense to tell when a girl is jokingly flirting....but....after school, I went to Melissa's house and hung out there. We went driving around with her boyfriend. He has a midget truck and I love to tease him about it. He's a pretty cool guy. I finally went home and to my suprise, Merrill was over. So I hung out with Merrill then went to his house at like 8:30, not coming home until 10:30. Jeez, I had a lot of homework also. But, that was that day.
The Third Day- Thursday
No coffee this morning. Weird day in band. I found out my friend Kristine and Aubrey broke up. So she made herself fudge....oh..that wonderful, glorious fudge. It was...so...good....I'm drooling right now just thinking of it. She said she'll bring more on Sat. when we have our sleepover! YAY! She was kinda down about Aubrey and her breaking up but...she was fine. Math was boring..but lunch..lunch was something else. Kristine brought out the fudge....and Sara and I almost killed each other trying to eat the chocolatey goodness. After it was gone and we settled down, heh...Melissa was just talking and her strawberry milk started to slid towards her, she freaked out and whacked it back towards me, almost spilled it all over me. I had to jump out of the way, which is kinda hard on slippery metal bleachers. We were laughing so hard about that incident. I mean, this random guy comes over saying, "Now that was fucking hilarious." Pardon my french. That was a direct quote. As we were cleaning it up, Kristine and Sara kept cracking jokes about it and Melissa was laughing so hard she said we were going to make her pee. She has a phobia against people hearing her pee. Which I played a mean, mean joke on her. Heh...good times. Internet was the same. Everyone was complaining about javascript. French was fun. I sat in the rolly chair and watched Joan of Arc. English...was fun I guess. Sam snubbed me. I didn't appreciate that too much. After I heard claims that she WASN'T mad at me. In my newspaper class, I finally told my teacher I was dropping it for World Culturals. She said she doesn't blame me. She, herself, wanted out of the class. I felt sorry for her. So tomorrow I'm going to switch out. No more bitchy people!! I actually went home tonight and played FFX until 6 then ran into town, grabbing my dad and I something to eat and went home, watched Friends and now..I am hear. Talking to my friends and finally letting my thoughts loose. Eventful days, eh?
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| SNOW!! |
[05 Jan 2004|07:18pm] |
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Ok, here's how my day went for anyone who cares.
My mom woke me up as usual at like 6...pfft...like I get up at 6. So I sat up, stared hopefully out my window for the three feet of snow I prayed for that night and....yep, you guessed it. No snow. I pouted and hide under my covers until my mom came back in at 6:30 asking if I had put all the stuff out for my coffe. Our conversations goes as followed:
Mom: Meagan, did you put all the stuff for your coffee in the maker?
Me: Nuughh...
Mom: What about the water and coffee grounds?
Me: Nuughh...
Then my mom leaves and wakes me up fifteen minutes later saying I need to get out of bed and stop pretending my break isn't over yet. My break isn't over yet. I'm still clinging to that...although I was at school today. Well, I evenutually dragged myself out of bed, got my coffee cup and dumped enough sugar into it to make a diabetes person have sugar problems just by watching me. I curled up on the couch, stared at the tv and started complaining to my mom about bad actors on the Lifetime movie network. I mean, c'mon...they suck! Heh heh, after that my mom chased me into the shower were I relished under the warm, warm water. Ahh...warm showers in the morning. Meh...then I had to get out and look for black socks. I didn't realize how hard it was to find black socks in this house but, obviously it is. I ran all over the place! I finally looked in my room...^_^ lo and behold....heh heh. So...I finished making myself pretty, jumped in my car, and drove to school.
School
Here was my day at school. ^_^ Fun and exciting.
I walked through the halls, greeted/got greeted by some people until I spotted Melissa. Melissa and I talked and walked to band together and errgh....
Band consisted of me staring dully at the pep band music and silently damning it all to hell. Pep bad must die. Vive le concert music!
History class was awesome! My friends and I sat in a big circle, I swear we were working on our assignments...^_^;; and we talked about what's been going on and what not. Tomorrow, Kristine and I are going to the local coffee shop and hang out before she needs to go to work. Oh, that reminds me, buy gas tomorrow for my car.
Geometry was...bleh. I hate math. No, I hate geometry. We had puzzles...I swear the teacher treats us like kindergarteners. Meh....after geometry was...
LUNCH!! My absolute FAVORITE subject! I bundled myself up and ran across the school grounds and across the street to the sports complex to hang out with my friends. Eric dyed his hair black! I was so shocked. He claimed it was because no one said he doesn't anything different about himself. Well, kudos to you, Eric! I talked to Sara, Kristine and Melissa, then Aubrey came over, tickling my sides. Nee...he lurves me...^_~ Everyone lurves me. Or just wants my hot sexy body? Bwehehehe! ^___^ Anywho! Saturday, my friends decided we are all gunna hang out and PAR-TAH! I can't wait! They all wanted to go to my house because it was so big. They then teased me about being rich *rolls her eyes* and how they could each have their own room in the house. Nee...they can sleep in whichever room they want. Hah! But when they get lost...*threatens with threatening finger* Well, the bell rung and lunch was over so we all treked out into the bitter cold...and IT WAS SNOWING! So I started dancing around and claiming God was shaking his head at us because we are so naughty. ^_~ God has dandruff.. heh heh.
Internet/Web Design was fuuuuun....I went to a classical site and started playing classical music to the class. Bwehehehe! They can't stop meeee!! I just pretty much hung out and showed Jarod which snowmobiles we rode up in Idaho while vacationing there one winter. That was fun. Beside, he is into that stuff and I told him he should have his father invest in snowmobiles. Useful buggers...go fast...^_^
French III went by slow. We had a sub...which is always a major treat. No offense to my teacher or anything, she's great and I love her but after listening to her constantly preach about how wonderful and great the French are...eh....it's nice to have a day off just to diss the french. ^_^ Vive le French!
CPEIII was easy! I got out and hung out in the library with Sam. We goofed around and Same kept telling me I was too loud so I'd run away giggling, hiding myself down the bookaisles. Yes, I was having a sugar rush. And yes, the coffee was still taking its effect. We grabbed some books and read...that reminds me....I getta read tonight! I checked out like three books. Plus, I'm reading one of my own. I shoulda read during Christmas break...ah well. I still need to get my 8 page research paper done. Stupid...research papers....
Newspaper. One word to describe it is boring. I sat down...stared at the sub...then read my book until one of my friends clunked me and we started talking about prom. ^_^ I'm so pretty in my prom dress! *struts around* After that class was over I jumped in my cold car, yes it was still snowing, heated it up, waited for traffic to slow, and zoomed on home to get ready for work.
At work, my managers joked around with me and then I worked. ^_^ Or...really, after I finished my job I talked to the coworkers and manager. Y'never get in trouble as long as you're talking to the manager. Good thing I love to talk! After work slowed down and we had no more customers, the other workers and I just really, goofed off. I got stuck between the shelves trying to lodge this mega heavy box out from between them. Then, I started my own little broadway, singing and dancing for everyone to see. After that, it was starting to get a wee bit warm so I ran outside, *still snowing* and just played in the....less then a centimeter of snow. Actually, more got stuck to my lashes than anything else. So, I ran inside, bothered the drive-thru girl and we stuck our tongues out the window, trying to catch snowflakes...and a car pulled up. Man, that lady was a bitch. And I mean, she was a big bitch. I'll take those 14 doublecheeseburgers and show her a little Meagan tai-chii..or...something like that. At 8:30 I gotta go home! Now, I'm sitting here, drinking my hot chocolate and telling you about my day. That's pretty much it. ^_^
Welcome to my life.
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[04 Jan 2004|04:48pm] |
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It's...cold outside. It was around 70 degrees for three days but now...it's cold.
I woke up this morning to my friend Sara, yelling, "HAPPY SUNDAY" in my ear. Damn phone...~_~ She was calling from work to get me to come in early...pfft..yeah right. I was so tired I kept falling asleep just talking to her on the phone. I finally woke up after another hour or so and almost passed out. Everytime I held myself up, I got these awful head rushes were everything went black. I had to drag myself into the shower and even then, I didn't think I'd make it out.
I told my mom I wasn't feeling well and I hated everything, (I was grumpy...^_^;) she said I looked pale and asked me if I had eaten anything..well...dur...of course not. I move ten feet from my room into my bathroom. The kitchen is on the other side of the house. Nee...not her fault. She said when I get to work to drink juice. Weeell...when I got to work this morningishy time....~_~ I was again bombarded by HAPPY SUNDAY!! I curse myself for ever starting that. Last time I go insane at work. Hnf. But anywho, work was fun like always. My manager let me wear my pink fleece over my uniform cause I was freezing cold and ^_^ I just like how I look in it. I'm conceited...o.o;
Yeah...well...I worked...and...goofed off with my friends. We have a new thing we're going to be doing at school whenever we pass each other in the halls...something those sea turtles did from Finding Nemo. I swear, I still have a headache from knocking heads wtih those goofy nutters.
Speaking of school, my long glorious break is going to be over in seven hours. Can you believe that? Two whole weeks without school and now I have to go back. And I have a research paper quasi due. O.O; Well, again, I must go and try to fix my choppy sentence in my story. Ciao.
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[03 Jan 2004|05:21pm] |
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Thanks to my buddies that constantly send me their journal entries and got me remembering my neglected journal right here! I am sorry I forgot. ^_^ I've been busy with working and school. Between orchestra practice and running around town with my friends, I barely have time to sit down and write...stuff...^_^; Oiy...today I got to go to the mall and shop. I begged my mom repeatedly to let me drive her 'stang buuut...no luck! >.< I did, however, manage to talk my mom into letting me go rock climbing out in Oregon this summer, then heading over to Virgiana Beach to hang out there. Although, I don't know what I'll do about my job. I just can't...quit for the summer....can I? The responsible thing to do would stay here, make money, and spend it on gas. ~_~ I am going to take a road trip with my friends after I graduate high school and before I have to buckle down and study in college.
I went to see LotR: Return of the King las night with Adam. It was...an interesting night, to say the least. I mean, do guys think it is impressive to make fun of the girl? I know I'm ditzy, but c'mon! I'm not a retarded blonde! (please don't hurt me my beautiful blonde friends!) He said he finally understood why people from Florida had so much trouble in the last presidential election after talking to me. ~_~ Hey! Just because I get lost easily is no freakin' reason to judge me like that! I am an intelligent person...just absentminded. He even went as far as to tell people not to go see this movie with me because everytime Legolas (Orlando Bloom) came up on screen, I did this little sigh and went, "Oh my gosh, he is so hot..." Hnf...he's just a jealous ole poopy head! Anywho...I gotta get back to writing my story before I loose these ideas floating in my head. Au revoir!
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| The Third Day |
[04 Jun 2003|09:15pm] |
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Today in kindergarten class was more eventful then yesterday. It seems I have added to my "clique" of children. It sure gets hard to walk when three of them stand in front of you..two of them cling to your legs, and one constantly needs to be near you. Poor Allison was sent to school in overalls that even I had trouble undoing. She had an..."accident". It got all the way down to her shoes! And I had to help her out of her clothing. I thought I was going to cry with the awful horror of it all. After that, I had to take care of a sick little boy. Poor thing..no one could find his parents. Don't worry though! I took care of Andru. Right now he is safely tucked away in his warm, comfortable bed.
I did have to get on to the children today. Having that drum major clinic really paid off. My voice boomed and echoed in the room with such defiance I was not unheard! Eh..I did have to have the teacher give one troubled little boy a strike. It's a shame parents really have no idea what divorice does to a little boy..or custody battles. I hope he starts acting better though, or he'll have a hard life ahead for him.
Well..I better go. I need my rest for tomorrow. A good friend of mine, Billy is coming by. He loves little kids just as much as I do. I hope he enjoys my class.
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| Finally I write. |
[02 Jun 2003|08:10pm] |
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Wow..I am actually writing in this journal. I guess this nagging voice at the back of my head finally got to me. It wasn't too bad until I got off the phone with Traci. Thank you Traci..;) Graduation was like...a few weeks back. I had enough family over at my house to last me for a few months anyways. I went to Silver Dollar City yesterday and before that stayed at the Spinnakar condos in Branson with my cousins. It was so much fun. My cousin Matt and I actually bonded. It surprises me that even though he is a year younger then me that he has his licenses already. I sure do miss him. I can't believe he actually dragged me onto this ride at SDC that freaks me out! Manipulative little twit. Ah well..I still love him.
I'm in a little depressive funk when it comes to trying to get a job. It seems no one will hire me which makes me overly pissed off. I am going to go badger them all tomorrow...during lunch hour about the applications I submitted just to piss them all off! Bwahaha! I don't think that is the best way of going about on getting a job. I do hope that I'll get a job soon though.
I think I might want to be either a music teacher or a kindergarten teacher. I am an A+ tutor at the local elementary school for Mrs. Hunter's kindergarten class. Those kids are so precious! They do have short attention spans though. They really love to cuddle. I found that out when I was sitting..and I quote.."criss-cross applesauce". They just randomly sit in my lap or give me hugs. I can't wait until tomorrow morning when I go in. Maybe I won't be so tired and drained from the events of yesterday.
Well Traci, seeing as you are the only one that probably reads this I hope you are happy that I finally wrote in my journal. I'll try and write in it everyday like you! I love you girl! Come and visit me so we can catch up while sipping a mocha latte at the local coffee shop! ;)
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| My first entry! |
[23 Mar 2003|04:41pm] |
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Ah..my first entry. What a joy it is. Music Districts are next week..joy joy..I've been practicing my butt off on my music. Thank you Vivaldi for the complicated 16th runs! I love you too. :P Anyhow, thank you Traci for setting me up with this journal. Sorry I couldn't write in it last night..mom wanted me off. I cannot wait until school next year. I'll be a junior and have my own car and hopefully drum major! Yay!
- The Meagan
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